Today we have have one of the Pink Heart Society's #3Amigas, Amber Page, talking about how writing can become incredibly difficult, and how so many things can change of just one year...
Last Christmas, I spent my holidays making the first round of revisions to what became All’s Fair in Lust & War. I didn’t have a contract or even the promise of one.
But I did have an editor in my corner. One who seemed to know in her heart of hearts that I could make my manuscript sing.
I wasn’t so sure. But, in classic “fake it till you make it” style, I decided to pretend I was.
And in the end, the manuscript did sing. It did make me part of the Harlequin family. And it did get published.
Even better, it earned me the chance to spend more time with Jessie—my main character’s best friend in All’s Fair.
Jessie’s story, hitting the shelves under the title Dating the Enemy on January 1, 2015, picks up where All’s Fair ends. We get to watch as Jessie does battle with her own powerful ad man, igniting sparks of all kinds along the way.
It’s a fabulous story, and one I’m proud to have written. But it was a bitch to write.
I was dealing with some heavy stuff—including the suicide of someone very close to me. I didn’t want to write anything. Especially not the story I had plotted out. It seemed far too light and fluffy.
But I had a deadline. A really tight and unmovable deadline. I had to write something.
So Jessie and I sat down and had a little talk. And she told me some things about herself. Some things that cast her story in a completely different light. Some things that let me express a bit of my own pain, without making the story a total downer.
After that, my fingers started moving on the keyboard again and the story started to come together.
It still wasn’t easy. Jessie and I had a lot of fights along the way. I shed more than a few tears. Drank more than a few glasses of wine. Lost countless hours of sleep. But it was worth it.
I am ending 2014 as not just a published author, but a multi-published author. I’ve written two books in less than a year. That’s pretty unbelievable.
I have no idea what’s next. I’m writing one book that I hope to sell to Harlequin, and I have ideas for others.
But again, there are no promises. There’s no signed contract with my name on it.
However, there is one big difference. I know I can write a book that rocks. A manuscript that sings. All I have to do is prove it to my new editor.
Here’s hoping I publish at least two more in 2015.
What do you find difficult when you're writing?
Amber’s latest book, Dating the Enemy, is available now for pre-order on the Mills & Boon website:
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